I just put in my two weeks notice. It's just not working out there.

The manager left me a note telling me that she wouldn't give me more hours because I'm not a strong employee. It's a fucking gas station. What's there to be "strong" about? You ring people up and exchange money. Oh, I know what it is. I'm not constantly cleaning like I have OCD.

She wants you to clean, clean, clean, clean, clean. Even when whatever you're cleaning isn't dirty or dusty in the least. I understand that she wants to be the best flippin' gas station in all the land, but get real. IT'S A FUCKING GAS STATION.

Anyway, I'm not going to look for another job until after Christmas. I mean, it would suck balls if I had to work on Christmas. Hopefully, the new year will bring more fulfilling jobs.

I don't usually care for Black Friday, but I was dragged shopping by my sister and I am so glad I was. I just bought seasons 1-4 of House for $12.99 a piece from Target. I spent $53.00 and got four seasons of a series. That is crazy rediculous, especially when they're $40.00 a piece regularly. I'm so excited! And yes, I really felt the need to blog about it.

You know how I said that work was sucking majorly? Yeah, well, it's a lot worse now. There wasn't a meeting today, I actually had to go in and work for two hours. Which was freaking ridiculous. And, I'm not scheduled at ALL for this week.

It was all going fine, until I checked my schedule and then I was livid. I tried letting it go, but I was just pissed off. Well, I did my job and was about to get off when the manager pulled me into her office. She then gave me three write-ups. Two were for cash shortages and one was for not being there when I was supposed to work.

I knew about the first two, but the third? She posts weekly schedules for everyone to see and to copy into their planner or whatever. I wrote down two 1-9 shifts and I was off the rest of the week. Well, sometimes she changes the schedules and she changes them without asking you or letting you know that she changed them.

So, she changed my schedule after I had already checked it and put me down for a 6-2. I called up there the night before at, like, three in the morning to ask someone something and the girl I was talking to asked me if I was coming in. I said, "What?". She then told me that my schedule was changed.

Well, I told her that I couldn't work because I had been up all night and I wouldn't be fit to work. So, she had to call the manager at home and I think that's why I got the third write-up because she got her ass woken up at three in the morning. Boo fucking hoo. And I'm pretty sure that it's three strikes and you're out.

I just think they're trying to fire me because of my problem with the assistant manager. But I'm not the only person with the problem. That bitch needs to be fired, not me. I do my fucking job. They can both kiss my ass. I'm so pissed off. I really hope it works out because I don't want to be fired. But the manager didn't tell me one thing about me being fired. She didn't say, "Oh, you do know that I have to fire you if you have three write-ups, right?" So, I guess she's leading me on or didn't have the balls to say that I'm fired to my face.

So, I'm calling corporate tomorrow and telling them what's going on, because I don't deserve that last write-up. I'll accept responsibility for my drawer, even though others work on it, because that's my drawer. But, I let them know ahead of time that I wouldn't be able to work. People call out all the time and they don't get write-ups.

Anyway, I will not go down without a fight. Put that in your pipe and smoke it, bitch.

Well, I just got back from spending a few days at my granny's, and I have to tell you something that happened on the way there.

I was driving along and was behind this red truck and the asshole kept brake-checking me. If you don't know what brake-checking is, it's when the person in front of you slams on their brakes if you're "too close". Anyway, he kept doing that and then he slowed down and finally he came to a stop. The fucker then got out of the car and came to my window and proceeded to yell at me for being too close to his bumper.

I informed him that the speed limit is 55 and he said, "I don't give a DAMN about the speed limit." And I was like, okay then. Then he said, "Go around me if you're in such a hurry!" So I did, but I had to do it fast because we were not in a place where you could pass legally and I guess that has something to do with the fact that you can't see.

I hate when people get pissed at you for trying to go the speed limit. It's their fault they're not going fast enough. Assholes.

On another note, work is sucking majorly. They didn't schedule me at ALL this week.

It's either because me and the assistant manager had a problem (her attitude sucks) or the fact that the manager doesn't call you to let you know that your schedule has been changed, but it's your fault when you don't psychically know what's going through her mind.

She's so stupid. I guess she expects you to check to make sure your schedule hasn't been changed every forty-five seconds. I'm not going to do that. If you want me to work a day that I'm not expecting to work, CALL ME AND LET ME KNOW. Chances are, I'll fucking work. But I'm not a psychic.

She's the most passive-aggressive person that I know. She doesn't like confrontations or interactions with her employees, and leaves notes letting you know what's up. It's ridiculous.

We've got a meeting tomorrow, and I seriously hope she brings up the whole assistant manager thing, because I'm not the only one with the problem and I'm not the only one that's noticed it either.

Anyway, I hope it all goes well tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it, but I'm gonna have to suck it up. I'm a growned up nao.

My mom just called me and told me that a family friend died an hour or so ago. My mom told me earlier today that they didn't think he had much time - maybe a week. And twelve hours later, he's gone.

We've been knowing for a while that he didn't have much time left. He had tumors everywhere inside his body, including his lungs and brain, but it had been looking promising. He'd been doing chemo and radiation, and a lot of the tumors had shrunk. This is just so shocking. I can't believe it.

I've known him since before I can remember. His family has lived across the street from my granny, where I've spent most of my life, for forever. I'm just so surprised. I thought I'd be able to see him one last time. Or at least call and tell them that I was thinking of them.

I have no clue when the funeral is. God, I just can't imagine what his family is going through. Him and his wife have been together for almost their whole lives, and I feel so sorry for her.

FOODOLOGY:
*What is your salad dressing of choice? Catalina
*What is your favorite sit down restaurant? Olive Garden or O'Charleys
*What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Taco Bell
*What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? Potatos.
*What are your pizza toppings of choice? Cheese and Pineapple.
*How many televisions are in your house? 3.
*What color cell phone do you have? Black.

BIOLOGY:
*Are you right-handed or left-handed? I r a rightie.
*Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Yeah.
*What is the last heavy item you lifted? Princess.
*Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Not that I'm aware of.

BULLCRAPOLOGY:
*If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? Yeah, so I could arrange things how I wanted them to be arranged.
*If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I don't know. I don't like my first name, and I never go by it, but I have no clue what would be a good replacement.
*How many pairs of flip-flops do you own? 1 pair.
*Last person you talked to? My mama.
*Last person you hugged? Leila.

FAVORITOLOGY:
*Season? Fall and Winter.
*Holiday? Halloween.
*Day of the week? Thursday!
*Month? February. My birthday and it's nice and cold outside.

CURRENTOLOGY:
*Missing someone? Nah.
*Mood? Tired.
*What are you listening to? My mama talking.
*Watching? Ze screen.
*Worrying about? Nothing much. Except getting up in time for work.
*What's the last movie you saw? I dunno. *ponders*
*If you could change your eye color what would it be? Green!
*What's on your wish list for your birthday? I haven't thought about it.
*Can you do push-ups? I highly doubt it.
*Can you do a chin up? Lol, no. Definitely not.
*Does the future make you more nervous or excited? Neither.
*Do you have an accent? Most definitely. I gotz that suthern' drawl. But it's not too bad.
*Last time you cried? Hm...today. I watched this really sad episode of NCIS where this army veteran confessed to killing his friend, but he didn't mean to and it was so sad when he was remembering doing it. :(
*Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? Probably.
*Name 3 things you bought yesterday? I didn't buy three things yesterday. :o
*Have you ever been given roses? Ya.
*Met someone who changed your life? Everyone you come into contact with changes your life, whether you think they do or they don't.
*How did you bring in the New Year? I don't even remember. I was either sleeping or watching a television show.
*Name three people who might complete this? I'm not going to pressure people! GOSH. What kind of person do you think I am?
*Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? If I could change a few things? Definitely. If only to watch it pass by, I'd rather stay here.
*Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? No.
*What songs do you sing in the shower? Whatever is in my head at the time.
*Do you like to cuddle? Hadn't tried it yet.
*Have you held hands with someone today? No.
*Who was the last person you took a picture of? My phone album pretty much consists of pictures of Princess.
*Are most of the friends in your life new or old? New.
*Do you like pulpy orange juice? No. 
*What is something your friends make fun of you for? That I'm spoiled. *shrugs*
*Last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? It's been a while.
*What were you doing 12 AM last night? Watching Sons of Anarchy or NCIS.
*What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? "I hate having a job."

Well, I finally got a computer! It's make do for now, but at least I'm online. Not much to update on besides that, but I'm sure that now I have a computer I'll find something to document. :P

God, it's good to be back. I'm gonna go find out what I've missed. TTYL! <3

I just realized that I missed some birthdays! Happy Belated Birthday to Kerry, Sarah, and Kim! I'm sorry I missed them. I hope you all had wonderful days! *hugs*

Well, I still don't have a computer. Sucks majorly. I got a new phone yesterday though so it's easier to play on the internet. It's a LG Xenon. I'm loving it so far. Anyway. I got Supernatural season 4 and it's freaking awesome. The gag reel is really cute. Wow. Work is good. Sometimes the hours aren't that great, but at least I got a job. Ho hum. Well, other than that, I guess I don't have any big news. I'm really hoping a computer is in the works soon. I'm missing all the great SPN fics! Gosh. I guess I'm gonna go. I miss you guys! :-*

Hello peeps! I tried to post an entry a couple of days ago but my phone was being retarded. Anyway, I've got a bit of news. First, I got a job! It's at a gas station and so far, I'm liking it even if my feet hurt like the dickens and we don't really get breaks. Second, my computer has been fucked over by a virus and it's been on the fritz for a few days. That's why I've disappeared. Hopefully, a new computer is in the works. Anywho, I wanted to let you all know that I haven't died. Only the computer. ;)